I don't know if this feeling is real. I feel it. What about you? You lived your life. You prostrated to Allah at the end of the day. You prayed in the morning, full of hope. You filled your heart with His grace. You observed His creations, you praised Him. You tried to follow the Sunnah, and your heart swelled with love for Muhammad. You kept in touch with your friends. You stayed connected with your family. You love them very much. Call and text. You did everything as best as you could. You dreamed of becoming a Muslim that will help Islam. After all that you had, still in your heart you feel there's an empty space. God intentionally emptied the space for a special person. For her, your wife and soul mate. Your heart longingly missing her.
My dear, although I DON'T KNOW YOU YET. You may be someone I know. Or maybe not. I just want to say,
I love you and I miss you very much. Do keep your heart just for me. Do be a good servant of Allah. Do be a good daughter. I love you my dear, Lillah. Take care my dear!